Friday, December 15th, 2006

Dear Anthony-

I'm on the move again. I bought a camper for investment purposes and perhaps some recreation. I rented it out for this month, but the owner of the house that I've been staying has decided to rent it out completely. So my investment has now become my home.

I am just finishing up my fourth class of school. I should be receiving a 4.0 for the semester, which means I will make the Dean's list.

None of this really means anything since I don't have you in my life. You were the topic of discussion at last week's student government meeting, which I'm the president of my campus. They want me to push the issue of visitation again. I honestly don't know what is the best thing to do in this situation. I am happy that you have a family that loves you. I wonder what it is I would bring to your life. All I have at the moment is my warmth and my love. And somedays, I don't even have those.

Well my son, I pray that someday God makes a way for us to be together.

Jason Shockey